1. I get an idea- "Today is my graduation from Vermont College of Fine Arts." Simple enough. A little yahoo! a few tears an amazing accomplishment. Shouldn't be hard.
2. I start to reflect on the topic. It's like cleaning my desk. I can't just pile up the papers and put them neatly in the corner. No. I have to look at each sheet of paper. When I do, I realize that each paper- idea and memory connect to another.
3. Now the post is looking more like "Vermont College and all the amazing wonderful things that have happened here, all I've learned, all about the incredible faculty, the community, my grad rez, my work and...and.. and before I know it the task seems overwhelming.
4. I click to some less daunting thread of the world wide web until I forget all about the blog tab on my desk top.
5. When I get back to it, the post seems irrelevant.
In order to reintroduce the discipline of the blog, I'll be posting small at first. Trying not to get overwhelmed. I'm hoping to blog Mondays, Wednesdays. Don't be fussy if I miss a week and share interesting content with others when it moves you. Comment often to keep me going. That way I know you are out there and that it is worth it.
I do graduate from Vermont College of Fine Arts today. My residency has been wonderful. Full of friends new and old. A few stand out lectures from faculty and a lot of pride watching my fellow League of Extraordinary Cheese Sandwich members ace their lectures. The readings have been amazing. Each one full of heart and soul. We've come so far, and the growth is all based on two years of intense study and work.
My lecture and reading were well received. I am so thankful to the entire VCFA community. This process has taught me not just how to write, but how to be a writer. I leave the program with confidence. Confidence that might even last a whole week before the fear of creation begins again. I am ready to leave. I know I'll stay in touch with my dear friends but like the end of an emotional book, I am reluctant to close the back cover.
More reflection in time. Peace.